LOL @ life

4 bottles of water per day + one or two protein shakes + yogurt for breakfast/some sort of meat salad for lunch/meat and salad for dinner and snacks in between + great sleep + exercise morning and night = HEALTHY!

I feel better already.

It's only been two days though.

Out of four of us on this escapade, one has quit...she is fairly unreliable though.

Thinking about death a lot lately, it's so strange...health to death, bad transition...it depends on my mood...sometimes I'll start thinking about death and not give a rat's ass, sometimes I think about death and freak myself out. So I'm not too sure whether or not I've excepted the inevitable fact or not. Religion doesn't concern me, just the process of death...and the fall of my empire (metaphorically)...I mean, this is something we all think about. Most of us, I believe, want more than anything for their life to mean something. During your life, you accomplish, you fail, you endure, you "love" (whatever that means)...you create, you destroy, you experience, you experiment, and what happens to all that? What happens to your significance? I guess we'll find out. Or not. I said "thinking about death a lot lately." Death is actually on my mind daily, I would like to not dwell on things like that so much.

And people are so strange, how they rely so much on what others think. My ex-friend has made it pretty public that she "DOESN CARE" (her MySpace status). A...pal? has made it clear that she supports Obama and is indeed a Lib...although her actions and words definitely don't show that...nor is she the avid humanist she claims to be...it's a trend. My best friend and I call this recent humanist and hippie trend the "false peace movement." Our generation is sinking lower and lower. Peace signs are being advertised by the people who create drama and violence. The victory symbol is being thrown left and right by phonies whose personalities don't support their claims. Whatever, world. I won't contribute to this fake revolution.