August biz. Friendship biz. Two blogs in one.

The month of August = my birth month and my busy month.

This month has been pretty eventful in the home.

-- Lost some "friends," of course. But gained new ones. It was actually a pretty decent bargain, my life seems to contain zero percent douchebag. *The end of this blog explains how that's going so far.

-- I've become hooked to two television series I just started watching. I watched all three seasons of Death Note, an anime (I appreciate Japan's art, their shows are very sophisticated and creative...call me a nerd), in one day. Currently watching Curb Your Enthusiasm. I'm in the middle of season one, I have a ways to go...but it's a great show. I'm a big Larry David fan.

-- I'm certainly not too big of a girl, but I do have real low metabolism. I've been exercising for the sake of health, and I've watched what I eat. Unfortunately I'm almost afraid of food, every time I eat I immediately get on the treadmill (which I believe is a symptom of anorexia...but don't worry.) It's sad that I've become so cautious, it's not the most fun experience I've ever had...but worth being fit. I'm planning for eating healthy and exercising regularly to become a part of my lifestyle, not just something I feel needs to be done until I drop a few pounds or something.

-- Monday = consultation for my teeth. What they're planning to do is fill some cavities and pull two molars that have almost completely deteriorated, and pull some wisdom teeth. Or something like that. I'm nervous, but ready and willing. (I feel so trashy...but I've heard some crazy cavity stories from some of the most clean-cut people I know, so...yep. I do brush my teeth daily, by the way. Perhaps it's because I don't floss and never see the dentist.)

-- I only have my permit, and I'm 17. (Fortunately, for the sake of reputation, I'm not the only one.) I guess I'm a decent driver, it's just a matter of confidence. We're throwing some to-be-sure lessons in, and taking my test, and hopefully my license will be here before I go to school. (My mom and I are into last minute things.)

-- I'm not high maintenance, I usually keep things pretty simple. My haircuts are never a big deal, I like my hair short and layered and easy to take care of. Four years ago, I had pretty lengthy hair...and I took a big step inside the Short Hair World. The longest my hair has been within these four years would be to about the bottom of my neck. Still, my hair was coarse and bland. Tomorrow I get my hurr did, and since I never color my dark brown hair, I'm probably going to throw in some light brown highlights. I'm going the shortest I've ever gone (I guess I'm getting braver and braver because my haircuts seem to be getting shorter and shorter), here's my plan:




I know my current profile picture is a little vague, but...there's not much I can do...so, let's just hope for the best.







*I've dramatically resolved problems with one friend of the "group." She's the only one who hasn't given up on me, she kept trying. We settled things and we're working on our relationship...it was such a funny conversation, like we're husband and wife. But her and I would have withdrawals if we stayed separated too long. I should have realized that she is the only one who matters. She did me wrong too...but what we two had was always such a closer bond. I can look past mistakes as she can look past mine. I don't need the rest of them to be happy, just whoever truly matters...it was wrong of me to put her in that group of people who I no longer care about like we've never shared a more emotionally intimate past than the rest of them. She isn't a hollow, emotionless machine like the rest of them. She deserves someone with heart too.