Today's selfish rant about social issues regarding nothing but my own petty exasperations:
I can't decide whether or not I've been being a recluse or if my friends have been secluding me. Maybe a little bit of both. I don't care. Things were different in Colorado, everyone somehow found things to do and made sure everyone was involved. (And we drank one time, whereas my Texas friends drink every day of their meaningless lives.) I'm happy for myself, I'm done being social if it means being someone I'm not (I sometimes find myself trying to be acceptable to them, like refraining from speaking of things I enjoy and appreciate because I know their superficial minds wouldn't understand or, to be frank, give a flying fuck.) And I'm done being social if it means potentially impairing my health.
However, I do have one friend and one friend only who fits every single aspect of the definition of a "true friend." We hardly ever beef (the only time we have was my fuck up, but we put that behind us very quickly) and we agree on each other. She has yet to let me down, go her.
Myeh. So, the first paragraph doesn't matter. A) It's whatever, I'm leaving this dump, stat, so relationships are temporary and, sadly, won't mean too much to me when I'm gone. B) I have a great friend whom I cherish and that's all I really need.
So heartfelt, so moving.
I'm getting snake bites after I leave. (By then I'll be old enough.)
So, there's that.
I've lost all my creativity for the day (probably because since my return from Denver, life has been...not so eventful...). Also, I'm rather sleepy.
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2 comments:
I'm proud of you for being you. That's how it should always be.
"Uneventful"? Come to L.A. and maybe you'll like uneventful even if a bit. I really need to sleep =)
Colorado or california? Those are good choices. Anything new is really a good choice. I wish I could travel to New York or Seattle...I've heard they're nice cities.
I fully support you, not so much on the tattoo thing though =D
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